Double Posts, Computers, and Teenage Infidelity

Second post within the hour. I know, it's cute.

I forgot to tell you about Kaz. Kaz is a 6'7" junior on the volleyball team and in ASL. I have a small-scale affair with him. We like each other. It's rarely acknowledged, but it is occasionally. I feel bad about it, but I've waited for kaz to like me for almost all year--- and when he does tell me he likes me, it's the day brandon asks me out. I liked both of them, at the time.

Kaz tries to make Brandon mad. Brandon doesn't get it. I secretly pine after kaz. Tall girls need tall guys.

That covers infedility and double posting. (i make up my titles first. otherwise i go off-track and tell you everything.)

i always fall asleep in computers. then i wake up with the keyboard imprinted on my forehead, wondering how i got there and where the hell i am and why are there 28 kids typing simultaneously in my bedroom?

but yeah. ta ta for now, class gets out in 12 minutes and if i get out of here fast enough brandon can't catch me amd kaz and i can have our 5th period walk-by for which we both primp. he told me so. when he told me (over the internet, of course. thats where everything exciting and dirty happens in our day to day goody-goody white kid lives) i sent him back a winky face.


O-<----------< + ;) =  <3.

Brandon & Barbie Sex Games.

I started this a while ago but deleted all my posts due to painful memories that came from them.

I'm Sofia. I'm 15, on the track team, and I hate surprises. I have a boyfriend, but he's not important. In fact, I'm updating this to help ME keep track of him.

Brandon is one year older than me. He's on the swim team and is half asian. He goes to my church.

When i started dating him i really did like him. But now, it's all, "What the hell did i get myself into?" Long story short, he's boring, he's clingy. I'm spastic and like being hard-to-get.

The other day (tuesday) i went to his house. or to his community. For a while we just hung around the park, yeah? and then he's all, "let's go to my house! :D" and i thought it was a bad idea, but i went anyways.

His mom caught us. On the floor, making out. She called my mom yesterday morning. My mom went bonkers.

I reminded me of when I used to play barbies. I would make ken and barbie make out and then their mom would catch them. Except it was more exciting with my barbies. It was UNDER the bed. and the mom didn't flip. She videotaped them. Skipper called the police twice.

Sex games with barbie were fun. But when i got older i mailed all my barbies to my cousin Abby in Alaska. She videotaped her feeding them to the moose.

I haven't seen Abby since.

Love,

Sofia <3.